25.8.07

she afterall, is only human (too)-
she often feels she needs more than what is given
and while she can stand alone
she'd like to know if there's anything she can fall back on
she copes by triggering reaction formation
but secretly she wants people to see what is concealed
her needs, her wants, her demands
cries softly in her
to get tougher, she'll have to manage them herself
to built up a wall of independence, very well aware it'll tumble down one day
from day one, she knew
from day one, she decided
from day one, she'd plunged into the offer
exchanging conditions
a deal that wasn't so good
but she needed it, that day
that day one, she took back her tears, understood that breaking down wasnt an option.
subsequently, in other phases, other aspects,
more and more day ones came
all she could do was to stack the wall high
try not to think about it all tumbling on her
it seems like a choice of happenings,
at least until it is robbed
this is her unfinished tale

23:37

me

serf
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"Happiness is enjoying, not owning" (Joanna, 2007)
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination" (Henry 2007)
"Gravity is the only constant"
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i'm living everyday like my last. i don't have much time left, so allow me to be emotional, to treasure life, to think simple.

list of death-occurring work

none (:


links&credits

yvonne's blogshop
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wishlist/wish-to-dos

new back-to-school bag
get a haircut
clean room
hang up puzzle
clothes!
completing the modules quite well
find a dance partner/ new cca
practise on the piano
lose weight
find an interest in music or dance